End of Weekend Already?

Aiyark...It's already Sunday?

Oh, no no...It's already Monday morning! Oh, my God! Why? Always like this?

When it's Sunday, I always wish the weekend never end because I have so much to do...

I planned to do this, that...but in the end, I ended up watching movies for two days in row!

I didn't get out to pay my broadband bill.

I didn't get out to buy some bread.

I didn't do my assignments.

I didn't write anything for my proposal.

I didn't read any books or journal articles.

I didn't do my translation work

(which I just finished because I had to send it by 11 pm but I sent it at 12.30 am ~.~).

worst of all, I DIDN'T EVEN GO OUT SHOPPING???!!!

aiyaiyai...don't worry, this happens to me every week.

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EVERY SINGLE WEEK! since this year started!

So to all of you out there, please don't be like me ya! huhu

psst...I'm trying to change this week. Let's hope this weekend comes quick...

THE WAY YOU DO THINGS NOW IS THE WAY YOU WILL IN THE FUTURE...

unless you change.

FOR THINGS TO CHANGE,

I MUST CHANGE FIRST!

^__________^

Congratz to My Third Sis!

Last month, I accompanied my younger sister which is the third in the siblings to an interview at Universiti Teknologi Petronas (UTP). She applied for Civil Engineering and the interview was held for 2 days. UTP named it EduCamp where the applicants had to sit for several tests and also they had to attend a group interview.

Well, after not even a month, the result was OUT! And my sister, Syuhaidah, was offered a place in UTP! Besides that, she also got offers from other places including Negeri Sembilan Matriculation College, UiTM's Engineering Foundation, and also JPA's A-Level for Overseas!

However, after a deep thinking and selecting, she decided to choose UTP above all other offers because of several reasons which all of us fully supported her.

Some may ask why must she let go the opportunity to go overseas? Well, the answer is there but we just have to think...Plus, I personally believe that there are always good things coming with every decision that we make. So, let us pray for her success in the future and let's congratulate her for her achievement so far...Amin!

I'm not trying to boast here but I hope that this little scribble would inspire someone out there. Always remember, AIM FOR THE STARS EVEN YOU HAVE TO STEP ON A CACTUS!

-This is the hall where we waited for the registration process to finish-

-ME, my mother, my sister , my grandmother-

Sekeliling Kita

Kelakar, lucu, sedih, membuatkan saya rasa terpanggil untuk menulis sesuatu selepas saya membaca satu tulisan di sebuah laman;http://www.iluvislam.com/inspirasi/motivasi/2256.html

Jika anda sudah baca, mungkin anda pernah mengalami kejadian sebegini. Tetapi kalau anda belum baca dan tidak pernah mengalaminya, di sini saya ingin bercerita pengalaman saya pula...

Ada suatu tempat di sebuah negeri, tidak perlu saya beritahu di mana, mungkin anda boleh teka (hehehe), di mana hubungan di antara staff dan pelajar agak dingin. Dingin? Dingin yang bagaimana? Seperti orang sedang bercintakah? Ah....hahaha...

Staff 'tidak suka' dengan pelajar...Maafkan saya kerana bertindak menuduh mereka begini. Mungkin ada di antara mereka yang baik tetapi dari kaca mata saya yang tebal ini, saya melihat hampir semua mereka tidak senang dengan kehadiran pelajar terutamanya di SURAU. Kenapa saya kata di surau? SEBAB suatu hari saya pergi ke surau yang saya selalu kunjungi, tiba-tiba, saya terperasan satu NOTIS tertulis:

"PELAJAR dilarang tidur dan membuat bising di dalam surau. Sila hormati STAFF yang ingin solat."

Wahai pembaca budiman sekalian, kalau anda jadi saya, apa anda FIKIR? Ternyata perkataan PELAJAR dan STAFF ditulis sedemikian rupa....

Oh, adakah pahala solat itu dikira mengikut pangkat? Adakah pahala staff lebih tinggi daripada pelajar? Oh, adakah pelajar yang pergi ke surau itu TIDAK SOLAT? Hanya staff yang solat???

HAHAHAHAHAHA....pertama kali saya baca notis itu, saya ketawa terbahak-bahak...Mujurlah tiada orang lain. LUCU bukan? Bila ada yang mahu BERMAIN POLITIK di surau...POLITIK? Ya, bagi mereka yang faham, ini salah satu bentuk politik. Kenapa saya ketawa? SEBAB saya tahu, mereka yang bergelar STAFF inilah yang selalu tidur dan buat bising tatkala orang lain (TERMASUKLAH PELAJAR) ingin solat! Habis, kenapa notis ditulis begitu? Sebab mereka yang tulis! Mereka yang ada kuasa!

Hermn....pada pendapat saya, apalah salahnya kalau dibuang perkataan pelajar dan staff itu. Bukankah lebih elok dan manis kalau ditulis begini:

"Tolong senyap. Sila hormati mereka yang ingin solat."

Apa pendapat anda? Perasaan sakit hati pun tiada, rasa ingin menghormati orang yang ingin solat pun insyaAllah akan timbul...Wallahu'alam...

My 'Lovely' Research

Hermn...first of all, i had never expected before this that i'd be continuing my study in a course BY RESEARCH! i never imagined myself doing a research ever again after the very tough moment i endured during my bachelor degree. uh oh...

what can i say? maybe i'm fated to be a researcher of language? hahaha...if that's my fate, looks like i have to accept it...huhu... ~_~"

ehermn...however, even a research is very difficult to be done especially when 'laziness' pays several visits...when i look back and read my finished thesis, it looks like it is actually fun! i can't believe i'm saying this BUT actually i'm sort of enjoying doing this research hahaha...have i gone crazy? maybe...

well well...very well...actually i'm trying to get into the mood to finish my literature review (that i haven't started anything yet)... that's why i'm writing about this thing huhu...ok now...i must get back to work...wish me luck! ^__^

Nie baru jaga test....

huhu...my dearest readers...nak tau tak, semalam aku ngan kekawan diarahkan bertugas untuk jaga test. Yang specialnya, test nie bukan traditional test....haa..die multimedia punya test. Semua students kena masuk computer lab tanpa perlu bawak apa-apa alat tulis pun...diorang hanya perlu bawak diri.

Then, diorang kena jawab soalan dari program yang kitorang dah install dalam setiap komputer. Habis jer test, diorang boleh terus tengok markah diorang yang dah diupload ke server. Best tak? hahaha...ala, macam jawab ujian memandu dulu la...ujian berkomputer...tapi kalau dalam dunia pendidikan, benda nie masih baru sebenarnya....

so, that's why la kitorang nie kena jaga test tu n bagi instruction betul2...kitorang pegi tempat tu seawal 7.30 pagi. Sampai je, terus kena install program dalam each computer yg boleh connect internet. Dah habis install, kena test pulak if the computer boleh connect dengan server.

Kitorang ambik masa hampir 45 minit untuk 30 lebih komputer. Then, kelas first tu excited giler nak jawab test. Tak sabar2 sumer. Then, ade la yg tak berapa faham tu, so kena la explain sekali lagi. Pastu ada pulak yang markah dia tak masuk server sebab dia tak tekan butang hantar. Main tutup je...tak pasal2 kena jawab sekali lagi.

Masa diorang tengah jawab, kenala jalan2, kot2 ade yang nak tanya ape2 ke...nak meniru? jangan haraplah...sebab sume orang dapat set soalan yang tak sama....hahaha....lpas abes 1 kelas, kelas lain terus masuk. Kenala briefing sekali lagi, the same process all over again.

Huhu...dahlah tak breakfast. Perut mula la masuk angin. Kaki dah start lenguh. Mata ngantuk sebab tido kul 4 pagi. haih...nyesal tak tido awal. then, abes 3 kelas, dlm kul 1 tengah hari, kitorang pun cepat2 la pegi lunch. dah lapar sangat. penat rupanya jaga test nie...

then, x sempat nak rehat...kul 2 ptg kitorg kena get ready utk next class plak yg dah awal2 sampai ke muka pintu. Then, sekali lagi, kena briefing, explain....jawab soalan, jalan2 tengok kalau ada yang bermasalah...

yg sesi petang nie lain sikit...diorang ni ade yg baru part 1, ade yang part 2...so diorg dikira nerd lg la kan? ade yg dah bagi instruction betul2 pun x faham lg...ade yg tlampau nervous sampai tak tau macam mane nak taip underscore >>_

Macam2 lah...sana panggil, sini panggil...walaupun kitorang 5 org, tapi rasa mcm tak cukup kakitangan nak tolong....waaahhh...penat gilerrrrr....macam mana la pensyarah handle sebelum nie...die cakap b4 dis, diorg jer yg explain kat student, xder pembantu mcm kitorg....mesti disaster giler kan?

waaaaaa....otw balik tu, rase mcm dah tak boleh nak jalan dah....sakit pinggang, sakit kaki....mujurlah hari ni xde ape2...boleh la rehat...

tapi esok kena jaga lagi....huhu...esok aku tanak jalan banyak2 dah...penat giler woooo....

nie baru jaga test, belum lagi jadi pensyarah....adoyai...training2 la kan...hehe...wish me luck!

My Destination

I was on my way from i-have-nothing station

to the happiness-should-be-there station

with a heavy load of prospective-prosperity.

Owh, i was walking on my own feet you know.

Then, suddenly,

the wind of problems blew so hard

that i almost fell!

but i still continued my journey

with a heavy sigh added to my luggage

Not enough of that,

suddenly the road that i was walking on

turned into disappointment ground...

the ground got deeper and deeper

that i almost lost the light of hope!

as I was walking, still

I almost ran out the air of life

as the air of sadness almost drowned me...

My thirst for support and love suddenly grew deeper

My load of prospective-prosperity became heavier

that I almost threw it into

the ravine of give-ups

But still,

I held it and tied it tightly

with a determination-rope

There!

There!

I saw the light of hope again...

I almost got into it but

it seemed quite further away from me...

I knew,

the light would lead me to the happiness-should-be-there station

So, I just needed to catch up on

the bus of do-not-be-sad-anymore...

And I just needed to pay the fee with

a smile...

Just to go to my destination

-Aziemah Gekozen-

Aku Tak Tanya Pun!

Kali nie aku nak tulis pasal sesuatu yang agak memalukan tapi boleh bagi pengajaran pada diri aku sendiri dan jugak orang lain...huhu

kenapa aku letak tajuk macam tue? kahkahkah...sebab aku pernah kena macam tue. yerlah, aku nie kan peramah. semua benda aku nak cakap. semua benda aku nak cerita. sampaikan adalah sorang hamba allah nie yang bagitau aku, aku tak tanya pun!, secara tak langsung la...hahaha...

bila aku dengar frasa yang agak jujur tue, barulah aku sedar (tapi sebenarnya dah lama sedar, cuma tak nak berubah jer...) yang aku nie memang banyak cakap benda yang tak patut cakap pun. maknanya, kalau aku tak explain pun, takpe...

huhu...tapi itulah aku. aku suka bagi penerangan banyak2 sebab aku takut orang salah faham atau salah anggap dengan aku. aku pun tak tau kenapa aku jadi macam nie...tapi itulah aku. aku mintak maaflah pada sesiapa yang selama nie terpaksa dengar cerita aku...aku akan cuba untuk tahan diri dari cakap banyak lagi huhu (cuba, tatau la berkesan ke tak hahaha)...tengok, kan aku dah explain lagi dalam bracket...adoyai...

aku tak tanya pun! memang bagus kita cakap, sama ada secara langsung atau tak langsung atau dalam hati, BILA KENA PADA TEMPATNYA, ok? dalam kes aku nie, memang kena la HAHAHA...tapi alang2 aku tulis pasal nie, aku nak tambah sikit laaa...

in case, kalau ada orang tiba-tiba bercerita atau explain giler2 pasal sesuatu yang boleh bagi pengetahuan pada kita, adakah patut kita kata dalam hati, aku tak tanya pun? rasanya tak patut kan? sebab apa? SEBAB........

kau tau ke apa yang kau nak tanya? kau cakap aku tak tanya pun sebab kau tak pernah tau pasal benda tue. sebab tulah orang nak bagitau, semata-mata nak berkongsi ilmu...sorrylah ayat kasar sikit...hehehe...bukan maksudkan anda yer...sorry...

sebenarnya inilah yang kita takutkan. ada 3 golongan yang pernah disebut...tapi x ingat semuala...cuma ingat yang satu nie je: golongan yang TAK TAHU apa yang dia PATUT TAHU...sebab tue lah die tak pernah tanya...sebab dia tak tau pun benda tue wujud n dia patut ambik tau. janganlah kita tergolong dalam golongan ini....

renung-renungkan dan selamat beramal...^___^