Since when a vacation does not make your heart thump loudly anymore? Does not make your adrenaline rush all over the body anymore? Does not make you smile broadly anymore?
The answer is SINCE you've GROWN up!
I can't believe this! Really!
Is this really happening to me?
I'm not excited over anything anymore.
I really feel lifeLESS...
LIFE...it seems to me, there's no more SOUL
no more HAPPINESS
no more JOY
all the time I keep worrying
though I'm not doing any reading on research articles anymore
BUT I feel no joy
I feel restLESS
everything SUDDENLY becomes a big concern
it seems to me
there's a big chain holding on to me
Well, maybe this is the meaning of growing up
of having my own LIFE!
I don't know what to say...
Maybe this is what we call RESPONSIBILITY
Every little thing seems to require big attention
Feeling so depressed lately
Don't know why
Maybe the environment or situation is pushing me
it is compressing me
making me someone who i'm not used to be
i need to get out of this!
it's hard, yes! it is hard to grow up and have your own life!
but for sure, there's something SWEET about growing up too
hehehehehe
when this something SWEET comes to your mind
you really can't stop SMILING all the way by YOURSELF!
don't know what i mean?
well, just wait until you find your own life...
maybe you'll feel what i feel
if you're lucky, you won't feel the bitterness
good for you
whatever it is
I wish all the best to all of you
I just want to express my depression
over everything...almost everything
no, i hate no one
i'm just so upset that i'm in this situation
that's all
Above all, i believe, God must have something good for me
let's pray for the best!
1 comment:
It is surely a combination of bittersweet moment...;-)
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