i had been avoiding this for all my life
i was so afraid of this kind of feeling
i was so afraid if i would ever be hurt by it
but then, i fell for it...
i fell very deeply into it though it wasn't me who started first...or was it me?
never mind because i really fell into it
at first i was happy
every day i felt was brand new
but now, everything seemed fake
was I dreaming or was it real?
doesn't matter because now this feeling is torturing me
i don't know why
i don't know what's the problem
aaaaaahhhh...maybe because karma has come?
i did this before to others
maybe it's payback time to me?
aaaaahhh...i had been avoiding this feeling
because i didn't want to hurt anyone
but alas! now i'm hurt
it's torturing me...so painful!
ah god, please help me! i need your guidance my Lord...
huhuhu i really wanna cry right now, i'm so sad, disappointed
why? at least give me a reason!